You're leaving me semi-speechless and teary-eyed over here! Seriously, girl, how amazing you are!!! Your children are blessed to have a mom like you! You keep taking care of yourself, and know that there are alot of us here who've got your back...you are LOVED, sweetie!
I'm angry for what he did to you, angry because he left those babies, but I am so glad that you are having positive thoughts and feelings.
We love ya girl...keep us all posted.