Hey guys...sneaking a peek in here...
Honestly and its quite embarrassing

I spend so much time on photography. There said it. I always rolled my eyes (well figuratively) when people became photographers because they wanted better photos to scrap with and then spent all their time on the photos and forgot to scrap...but I am so there. Its hard because its a whole 'nother ball of complexities, personalities, and lets be honest a little competition in the momtographer world. Those of you who are also members of a photographer site for moms know what I'm talking about...its addicting. So much so that you just simply push off the scrapbooking part to perfect those photos whether they be portraits or lifestyle shots. Then your kids get fed up with your obsession and you turn to other people, because they tell you how great your photos look now on facebook and you figure "why shouldn't I try to make a go of this and at least pay for some of these costs" (I am simplifying it a ton and I do run a legal business with taxes and insurance etc). So then you take on clients and the game is brought up a whole 'nother level because now there is money involved and expectations and customer service and emails and such. And suddenly you find yourself busy with other people's photos you barely ever edit your own.
And so I sit here today. Scrapping my first page in months. After I again lost it in the rush. So really its not time, its not motivation per say but its somewhat distraction of the photography part and its over-seeking perfection. And I'm not sure how to cure that now that I'm in "so deep" into the thing. Sigh.
So feel free to roll your eyes and such, but I could also maybe use a :hugs: if I do get a page done! I miss you all, I almost never check in because of

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I should though, maybe this summer as I take an official break from my business during the holiday. I've learned so much from my friends at SSD over the years!!:wub:
OH and you all REALLY need a like button. I kept looking for it throughout this thread and others!:blink: