This is a layout about my grandfather (dzaidek), growing up he was kept out of our lives by his 2nd wife. He was the first in a slew of relatives that I never got to say goodbye to, he passed away when I was a few months pregnant with Connor. Not having him in my life growing up pains me till this day. I have made such a point in making sure Connor is around my parents as much as possible because of what I was lacking growing up- even when I'm not liking them so much lol.
reads:
One day, I hope to understand what great
wrong I must have committed to deprive me
of having my dzaidek in my life growing up.
This picture represents one of the only memories
I have of you. It was the one and only time
you came up to visit us. I remember so clearly
walking down the street holding your hand,
kicking up the leaves that covered the sidewalks.
You passed away nearly four years ago. I loved
you with everything in my soul. I know that
you loved me too, and if you could have, you would
have been by my side watching me grow up to
become the woman I am today. Growing up I couldn’t
understand why you weren’t in my life. As an adult
all is becoming clear, but it doesn’t ease my pain.
The more I understand, the deeper the agony seeps.
What Was ripped away from me in having you in my
Life, will never be regained.
Credits:
Amanda Rockwell - A new Journey
Tan Flower & background stamp- Robin Carlton Fudge dream Supreme
2 Tapes, paperclip, film strip & gold heart- misc kits by myself
Alpha for Wish- Kate Hadfield
Fonts:
Hotel Coral Essex & Pea Johanna
