Oh, Krista! This broke my heart and brought tears to my eyes. I feel your pain and can relate in many ways. I am so sorry you had to go through such thoughtless treatment that still continues. You are a kind and compassionate lady who is such a blessing to all you know you. You are so talented and such a wonderful wife and mother. Know that it is not that you were "not enough" but that you did not have parents that deserved you. It is not a lack of anything on your part but a lack of parenting on their part.
Your photo caught my attention, but your beautiful, heart wrenching and insightful journaling stole the show. I wish I could give you a great big hug! This is such an absolutely show stopping layout!
Oh my dear sweet friend, I'm in tears, and so sorry to read all what you have experimented, I send you love. You are a blessing for me, I love you my dear sweet friend. I'm so glad you have a supportive husband to lean on.