Oh this breaks my heart! Can we all just admit that being a parent is hard every.step.of.the.way!? It just isn't easy. I'm so sorry you are struggling. Prayers that things will improve quickly.
This page is so raw and so beautiful. I like how the messy background and distressed letters reflects the sentiment in the journaling. The muted colors and greys are perfect here. Beautiful work!
I was drawn into the gallery by the magical nature of your page-and then I read your powerful journaling. I have felt the same way and I think other (if not all) parents have faced the same impossible situations and feelings. Thank you for your honesty and know I am sending you a big virtual hug. This is really beauitufl!
Oh Kellie you are not alone - hang in there. Parenting is not easy for sure. I think moments like this are just meant for us to gain compassion for our own parents and realize how human we all are. (((hugs))) Keep chipping away at this one day at a time. Pray for the strength and insight and patience and keep going my friend. You have all the kindness and love there. You are an amazing parent and I know this will pass. PS - hope the page helped xoxoxo