Oh honey, that's a lot. I'm sorry things are piling on and you are feeling such pressure. Life is pretty heavy right now--and you're right, it's overwhelming. You made a fantastic page documenting this season in your life--and that's what it is, just a season, and it won't always be like this. Take heart. Hugs and prayers to you!
I agree with Ally - it's a season - though a very trying season. So much on your plate and adding the pressure of a torn apart kitchen (been there done that pre-Covid and pre-major adjusting going on at the time and it was enough stress then!!) BUT it will be amazing when done!!!! you can make all the salads and healthy food you want then in a beautiful new space! You'll have all the organization done and pantry cleaned out too. LOL On a serious note, give yourself grace girl. This has been a terrible time for all and it sounds like with school etc it's been even more difficult there. Imagine this were the words of your friend - give yourself that soothing talk of grace and support. I am pretty sure it's not your *parenting* causing Ari to struggle at the moment, um probably more from being through Covid-19 for 2 years and being disrupted for school and living through this monumental world wide anxiety show. (((hugs)))