I'm so sorry you're feeling that way, and it's understandable. I just want to say that I love how you're honest to write about what you feel, your clusters are beautiful and I just love the kit you used. Soon, everything will be alright...
This is a beautiful and heartfelt page, which are my favorites. I am sorry that you are feeling discontented; I think many of us are. Your work situation mirrors mine and I know I am fighting each and every morning to actually go to work these days. That is not me, so I am going to use your layout as inspiration and focus on the good. Hope you are feeling better soon.
big hugs!! I really hope things get better for you soon.. It's so hard when things feel amiss and you aren't quite sure what the cause is. Your layout is really beautiful and I hope getting your feelings out helped some!