Caro, omg... I love your page, even though I understand the struggle and it's not a nice place to be. I haven't seen this kit from Erica and I am putting it in my WANT list!
How did I ever miss this kit myself? I struggle, too, and it is painful when it impacts our sleep, isn't it? It makes it so much more difficult to deal with waking life sometimes. You are not alone, Caro! I hope you're able to find some peaceful nights and rest your caring soul.