February 7th ~ All About Me Challenge
this kind of challenge is a real one for me as I really struggle to scrap about myself so here's my layout about how I feel right now, I admit it's therapeutic!
I used kit Falling apart by Erica Zane
My journaling (it's a little blur):
Today, I feel completely lost. I am distressed and sad. I feel like I am moving in the dark towards an uncertain future ...
I'm generally a pretty optimistic person and always try to see the bright side of things. I've already hit rock bottom to know that we can go back, but this crisis, this pandemic worries me. I no longer trust those who rule us and are supposed to protect us.
I am afraid for my children, I would like the schools to be closed and for us to be re-confined rather than living in uncertainty ... However, cases are increasing in schools. Hospitals are almost full and the English and South African variants of the Covid are present and are likely to increase very quickly.
The government's response to this? We do nothing and even better, we let people go on vacation ... And people go on vacation ... It annoys me! I couldn't say goodbye to my grandfather because we were afraid to pass the Covid on to him and we didn't see him. But these people take advantage and live quietly while I worry about whether we are risking anything, thinking all day about my children in school ...
How far is it going to go? How many deaths, how many patients in intensive care have to wait for decisions to be made?
I feel sad and alone, yet I know that I am not the only one feeling this.
I hope one day we will see the light at the end of the tunnel, I still want to believe it ...
TFL:)
