This is absolutely fabulous. I also met, married and had a baby with my dh within 2 years. We've been married for 10 years now and I still sometimes wish we'd spent more time as just US. But we also have things that other couples don't have, because they didn't experience what we did, kwim? Ok, this isn't supposed to be a therapy session, lol! Just wanted to say that your journaling is awesome and touching and there is so much emotion here. PERFECT.