I had to totally change my zoom so I could read your journaling. I hear ya. The first time I started taking photos, I took like 20 and only had ONE shot I didn't hate. A couple of months later, there were like 4. Each time got easier and I got more photos that I liked. Just a matter of learning which angles and lighting and stuff work for you. I love how bright your eyes are and I super duper love the smile in the photos where you are almost laughing. Ever thought about taking some without your glasses?