Brooke, I totally understand how you feel right now because I've been there, but don't give up! It took time for me to get my groove on, too!

Before I knew it, I was invited to become a part of a CT and felt more confident in applying for others which now I'm part of 3 CT's. And also, "be careful what you ask for, cuz you just might get it all" as the saying goes. Sometimes I wonder, "How am I gonna handle doing all this?" It really takes some initiative and responsibility to remember what assignments are required and their deadlines for each CT. I was never someone who kept track of things, but now I do. But on a general note, just keep doing what you're doing and if you love it that much, your time WILL come sweetie!

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As for Zoe's call, I got a 'NO' letter too but it was so worth the try! At least, I know she got to know me a little and have my file in case there's another opportunity, ya never know! Congrats to all who made it, I'm excited to find out!
Sorry for the long post!