I'm sorry to hear that you have been struggling. I am sending you virtual hugs and hope that things improve soon. Your page is stunning, everything about it is gorgeous - just like you. I love the colour palette and your amazing clusters.
Oh my sweet friend, I'm so so so sorry that things don't go the way you want them to go. But trust me, you are enough, you are doing enough! Hugs :wub: :wub: :wub: