OMG STOKED, I never thought this would happen, Doug had a setback yesterday calling me away from the computer most the day. I get so frustrated and angry at life right now.. SO this achievement is everything to me! Not only has my husband lost a lot I have too I feel Ive lost all chances of standing out as a scrapper and it is hard enough for me as it is given I'm painfully introverted. Ive lost teams- lost dreams and been rejected. I feel so defeated right now and angry at myself for being so selfish as to put wanting teams and sugar babe dreams before my own spouse at times. Sorry for the novel I just needed to vent my feelings and also celebrate one small achievement. Baby steps right? Life has a way of slapping you in the face sometimes but you have to move on.
